I Got That A Lot

Hello guys long time no see ^ ^

     It's been so long since I had post my last entry. So I will try my best to make this entry quite interesting. I'll try my very best. For this entry what I want to share with all of you are 'I Got That A Lot'. Okay this title more relate to our personality on how we behave in our daily life until people out there will judge us for what we are. For me it is something that is quite serious and we must know how to take care of it.

     The thing that people always told me was 'You are too obsessive in cleaning'. Honestly yes I admit that I love to clean. I don't know why but I can clean my house over and over again. I can't stand to see even a little bit dust. I just can't. Me myself can describe it why? I'm just love to clean that's it maybe I am an organized person. Maybe.

     Or I'm suffering from an Obsessive cleaning disorder which is one of several sub-categories of obsessive-compulsive disorder where the patient has an obsessive compulsion to clean or wash the house or specific objects. Obsessive cleaning disorder is one of the symptoms of the main disorder. Sufferers will compulsively spend every waking moment of their day cleaning. Very often the person is obsessed with a fear of contamination from germs and bacteria so they scrub surfaces and objects with cleaning agents over and over again. But instead of finding relief from undertaking their cleaning rituals, the anxiety soon returns and the cleaning ritual becomes even more complicated and time-consuming.

     COD? ."Really? Me myself not sure if I'm suffering from this but I try to search the symptom and this is one thing that I find quite happen to me :

Overzealous cleaning
People with OCD who fall into the "washers" category also tend to clean compulsively. As with hand-washing, housecleaning is often a way of easing germaphobia or feelings of impurity. Although cleaning can help chase these obsessive thoughts away, the relief does not last, and the urge to clean is often even stronger the next time.
When to seek help: If you spend hours a day cleaning, it's almost certainly related to OCD, but it's harder to know if cleaning for an hour a day could be a sign of OCD.

 "It's really the consequence of stopping," said Dr. Michael Jenike, a psychiatrist at Massachusetts General Hospital, in Boston. "If you don't [clean], you get terribly anxious and fearful. Absolutely yes!!!

     Whatever it is, this is the thing that 'I Got A Lot'. I'm too obsessive in cleaning. LOL. It's not a big deal for me actually because I enjoy to clean and I'll feel empty if  I'm not clean in a day. Overall I love cleaning' ^ ^

MAKING JUDGEMENT

Hello everyone^^.....

It's been a while since I had post my last entry. So for this time I would like to share something interesting with all of you. I bet it is something rare and it will make you curious right? I hope so...*shy

 

     Okay, first of all I'll start with a popular idioms, 'don't judge the book by its cover'. I bet all of you already know what its mean. It is related to what I will share which is 'making judgement'. I'm pretty sure that all of us always make a judgement, and perhaps everyday we will judge something right? 

     So for this entry I prefer to share a story related to my life when I met someone, a ''weird' person but now ended up become my best friend. My very best friend I bet. Lol. For the first time I met him, I was wondering why he was such a 'poyo' guy with a rare personality, so here I am making a judgement. My first impression towards him is he someone that I can't be friend with, yes for sure with that kind of 'playboy' face, chinese look, with his annoying behaviour, arghhhh I can't stand on how his behave. 

One thing that I can remember up until now, I was a new student in the class so I'm not too close with other members of the class so I always kept myself shut. I'm still a little bit shy at that moment, he always do something that will make me angry. One 'fine' day, I was studying peacefully when he suddenly approach and grab my pencil case and quickly run far away from our class. At that moment, I was blurred and do not know how to react but he kept annoyed me until I decided to chase after him. How shameless I am at that moment to run after someone like him, such an annoying person. But after flashback what had happened, I can't stop laughing. 

But everything change when one day, he 'saved' me from those mischievious boy that try to bully me. Not so bully but kept teasing me. From that point, I have change my perception towards him. He's not bad that bad. I have seen a bright side of him day by day that's make me try to be friend with him and up until now he is only the boy that is so close with me. In other words, my best friend, with nickname Maya a.k.a Rain Golden Sand. He is not so 'Rain' or 'Jung Ji Hoon' but people kept telling him that unbelievable fact. *annoying 

 

     I am feeling so great to have a friend like him, and once again I'm making a judgement. So that's how we handle a judgement and most importantly do not jump into conclusion before making any judgement. Do know something meticulously before making any decision in our life.

     I think that's all that I can share for this entry. I hope you guys enjoy my 'interesting' story and will learn how to make a correct judgement in order to have a blissful life ever after. May God Bless all of us. 

Bye guys. Lots of love, AFD...

TRUE FRIENDS NEVER DIE

^^My True Friend^^


Hello everyone!!!

      Long time no see. So for this entry I would like to share something related to my favorite movie, entitled 'True Friends Never Die', leading by most handsome and awesome guy, Mario Maurer. I love to watch this movie because it shows us something different. This movie is more to friendships, loves and family. 

For your information, 

    True Friends Never Die a.k.a My True Friends is based on true story that happened in Thailand. This 1 hour and 43 minutes film is an interesting movie which is I do love their flow of the story. Its not too serious and sometimes a little bit funny, overall its worth to spend our time to watch it. 

    So guys I will tell briefly about this film. It starts with a gang of gangster, named 'The Sperms'. This gang is about 5-7 guys plus one girl that is popular among other gang.  
What is the true meaning of friendship? Gun, a rich spoiled teenager, forms a gang with a group of friends. They get involved in a numerous of fights between other rival gangs. But things soon get more serious and their friendship is tested to the limits. 

Alright, this is a summary for u guys so that all of you will understand more. ^^

Gun (Mario) is a gang member of SPERM, he is a fighter, he meets up with a guy name Song, he asked if he wanted to join the group. Gun is a person who teaches everyone in his gang to love and protect each other, Gun is the strongest one in the gang. Until one of their gang member were with the night gang, the gang leader asked Gun to send over his friend Song since he had beat up someone for no reason, but gun didn't let him go witch cost them to have a big fight against many people, Gun was the only one standing, he had to defeat the gang leader witch was possible since he had to go through that big group of fighters.

   Okay guys, what I have learned from this film is a true meaning of friendships. It really touched me when Gun, Mario Maurer had sacrifice his life for the sake of their friends. Is is so related to its title 'My True Friends'. It thought me how to value our real friendships. So it changed a little bit of my life also my feelings. I can't imagine if my friends die just because to save my life. It really broke my heart into tiny pieces. 

   I have learned  how to appreciate my family and friends through this film. Do appreciate and love them while they are still here with us or we will regret it for the rest of our life. There's nothing in this world that can buy a true love but true love are worth out of anything. Lol. I'm a little bit emosional. Sorry. 

Lastly, 

Remember guys, a really true love is when we sacrifices our life for the sake of someone that we loves. So thats it, a meaning of love. Love towards our family or friends. I'll highlight about friendships okay. Do love and appreciate them. One thing that I'll always keep in my mind is no one can separate us unless death, 'Friends till Jannah'. ^^

 

 

 

What My Life Be Different If I Am Color-Blind

Hello December!  Hello to myself…  Hello to myself….

Alright, so now for this entry I would like to share about what will happen to me if, if I am color – blind. This is something that I can imagine at all. But I will try to figure it out. ^^

First thing first, those who are color blind can only see the world in shades of black, grey and white. This is a very unusual problem which can seriously affect our quality of life. Fortunately, very few people suffer from being totally color blind, which is known as monochromic. However being color blind deficient is far more common. As many as one in ten men is color deficient whilst only one in a hundred women suffer from this strange problem.

Okay, that’s a little bit about color – blind. So now I’ll proceed to next agenda. 10 things if I’m the one of this ‘strange’ problem.

1)    I can’t drive ~ It is because the traffic light will get confusing me. Its so frustrating but     don't worry people can guide me through the journey.

2)    Difficult in choosing a proper color for my attire

~ Because I’ll just notice grey, white and black in color. It will give me such a problem in      making up my appearances or maybe I'll may have my personal 'fashion consultant' haha.

3)    Dependent to others ~ My life will be more independent because I need people to guide     me at traffic light and so on. It will distract a little bit of my life.

4)    Eager to know other colors than grey, white and black ~ I’ll absolutely want to know         more colors in order to make my life more cheerful not just life full of black and white     only. I wish…..

5)    Obsessed to black and white ~ It is because I just use to the colors. What I know is just     black black black, white white white. So, yaaaa a litte bit of obsession.

6)    Difficulty when cooking ~ For example, I can’t tell whether the meat are cook or not         because of the colors itself.

7)    I’m a ‘rare’ person maybe ~ It is because I can explore a world that only me myself can     imagine it. An interesting one right?

8)    Open a private school to those who color-blind ~ This motivate me to have a school,         special to those people out there who has color-blind just like me. I’ll tell them how I       live my life. So that they can survive and achieve all their dream even though this maybe   distract their life.

9)    Encourage myself to find a cure for this color-blind problem ~ It will encourage myself to   become one of those person which can find the cure for color-blind

10) Expert in rubik’s cub ~ It is because what I can see is just black and white so it is              absolutely easy for me to solve it. Lol. I can release my stress while solve the rubik's cub.  It will help me a lot. ^^

I think that’s all I can share for this entry. I can’t even think of a creative ideas for this entry but I had try my best in doing such an 'interesting' blog. I hope all of you enjoy reading it. Thank you.

Challenges in Acquiring English

^^ENGLISH LOVER^^

Its been a while since I started to create an entry. So, this is my second entry and I'm sure it will be a quite boring because I'll be writing about something related to English Language. Lets move on to 'interesting' part which is '10 Challenges that we face in acquiring English'.

1. Grammar
Majority of them have a big problems with grammar. So do I. Actually, you can't imagine how I hate grammar. LOL. But it is a negative vibes right? By hook or by crook I'll try to 'love' grammar. English grammar is complex, making it difficult to remember, master and use logically. Sometimes, it can be tricky.

2. Lack of vocabulary
English is one of the biggest vocabularies of all languages, so it can be very confusing for us to master it. We are not too interested in exploring vocab. So thats the reason why we are facing such difficulties to become an expert in English.

3. Having obstacles with slang
Actually students are rarely exposed to the slang words used by English speaker. So do I. But we can just speak as what we used to. Why bother? Slang is not a big deal but try to bear with it. Try to overcome the difficulties and yes you are in the right path dude!

4. Pronounciation
Sometimes it is difficult to pronounce certain words properly. Maybe it takes time for us to fluently use it. Keep practicing for a great improvement. Keep pronounce correctly and clearly because it will guide us to a better version English person maybe.... Lol

5. Variations in English
Sometimes we are having difficulties to understand. For example, difference between using formal and informal language also between spoken and writing language. It's confusing. Why not we just make it simple guys. I know you can do it. So fighting!

6. Rarely used English in daily life
This is the most obvious challenges in acquiring English. We are not prefer to speak English because we keep thinking that it will be less understandable. From rarely let's change to often or always. Come on guys!!!

7. Low self-esteem

 How we deal with this? It is something that we can bear with but it needs strength and determination. How  could we. Lol. Whatever it is do have confidence in yourself because its really help you not just now but also in our future soon.

8. How to arrange sentences/words correctly
Sometimes we are just too shame to speak in English. We thought that when we speak people will not understand what we're trying to express. Thats the problem that I face though. I'm sick of it but it just fine if we just go with the flow. Try. Try. And keep trying. Most importantly, make sure you know what you're trying to say.

9. Attitude
A bad attitude is like a flat tires. If you don't change it, you'll never go anywhere. Just like us, laziness and human are meant to be together. So, bear with it. No one can change you accept you yourself. Yes.

10. Having problem in exploring 'Dictionary'
Absolutely. Dictionary is one of the significant sources that can help you strive excellently in English but if you are out of this you are actually in a dangerous state. Beware of it!!! Sound serious right? But it just the truth that is undeniable. Try to make dictionary as one of your 'bestfriend' and I guarantee that English is just at your fingertips.


I think that all I can write for this time. I'm just lack of idea of what I'm creating throughout this entry. ^^

Alright guys, good luck in learning one of the most difficult languages in the world today......remember practice is the main key, "wink".

 

 

How to be confident in speaking English

^^English Lover^^

For the next entry, I bet it will be more interesting. Maybe. First of all, let me freshen it up with a short story. I used to love English but it becomes boring day by day. If I were asked, why? Honestly, I have no answer for that question. 

Speechless.....

Okay let me proceed, when I realize it so that I'm thinking for an alternative, which is I've made my mind that I'll attend English class. I thought it is good for me for sure. Throughout the course I've learned a lot of things from writing, speaking and also how to become a good listener. Most importantly, I'll try to bear my stage fright and I did. How thankful I am^^
So, for this entry I'll share with you guys 10 tips on how to be confident to speak in English.

1. Practice new words everyday
This sounds easy but to do this everyday will make you feel grrrr. Just take about 5-10 minutes to practice and explore new words so that you can gain your vocabulary. Okay, lets start with easy and short words the you can proceed with something more oustrageous. Easy. Moderate. Hard. Super hard.......

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2. Do speak English in daily life
Try to practice English in communicate with people so that you are used to it. Practice makes perfect dude! So keep trying cause it will help you in more efficient way.


3. Be bold

*Be bold today in all that you do*

4. Watch mini-story/movie

 

For me this is one of the interesting to do in order to polish your English. I like to watch Korean movie with English sub. From that, I'll try to learn English in a more fun way. Its really help me to speak fluently. Not so fluent actually. But for sure I gain a lot of benefit from this tips. So what u waiting for, do try this for our sake of English. ^^

5. Feel less nervous
    Nervous.....
    Nervous.....
    Nervous.....

Nervousness is one of the main problem in our communication. No one can deny it but we must try to bear with it. Once you succeed, you will feel more confident. That's it....

6. Believe in yourself

Keep believing. No one can trust you but you yourself. So keep fighting guys! 

7. Don't be afraid to make mistakes

 

Next is don't be afraid to make mistake. To err is human. Do have confident in ourselves.

8. Learn from everyone
    Remember!!! 

9. Learn to think in English
Okay. Lets begin. First, beginning to think with individual English words. Then, progressing to thinking in English sentences. Finally imagining entire conversations and stories in your head in English.


10. Don't think too much about grammar
Over-thinking ruins you. Ruins the situation, twists things around, makes you worry and just make everything much worse than it actually is. Focusing too much on grammar will only slow you and confuse you. Just sit back and relax. Try to speak calmly and everything will workout as what you wish. All the best.

Never stop learning, because life never stops teaching.

^^THE NEW ME^^

What a catchy title right. But its not that 'catchy' and wonderful as my life for semester 1 had just finished but I'm curious as to what would my result be like. I feel like I'm scared to the death. Grrrrrrrrr......... Do trust in yourself. Stay focus. Most importantly,  I have to keep calm and have faith in Allah that everything will be fine. If Gods' will. 

Hmmmm......

Me myself is always struggling to be a better person just like the others right but the new me that I want to express here is just the new Aliya with a new spirit, new determination and together with my tagline Aliya, keep fighting!!!

Alright no wonder  I'm not that expert in express my feelings through writing but i will try harder to make it not to krik.krik. Lol.

I guess uolls my faithful 'readers' must be wonder right what is going on in my life that encourage me to improve myself to the new me now. My transformation is not too big deal but everyday in my life I kept thinking how to live a truly, real life not just a life full of imagination like Spongebob. The way spongebob live was a life full of happiness and absolutely not for us as a normal human beings. Thats the point here maybe I had grew up to become more matured. 

Perhapssss........

I kept thinking about my future and i guess it was something that must be really really important right. Besides, one thing that I always take note to myself is to err is human. Nobody's perfect. Everbody has their own flaws. Remember that. So, let bygones be bygones. What you need to do is just keep improve yourself to be a better person day by day ^ ^

Yezzzaaaa.... 
I really need to wake up. 'Wake me up when september ends' yaaaa not really like what Greenday said in their song but yes I have to wake up and realize that i do really have something significant to do in my life. 

I have to be a new person with a gorgeous personality as well as to make my family proud of me. "Of course I will".  I will not let them down. A new person with something rare and fresh.

              Something. The new me. Yes!!!  Live your life aliya. Make it true. Keep fighting!!!