I Got That A Lot

Hello guys long time no see ^ ^

     It's been so long since I had post my last entry. So I will try my best to make this entry quite interesting. I'll try my very best. For this entry what I want to share with all of you are 'I Got That A Lot'. Okay this title more relate to our personality on how we behave in our daily life until people out there will judge us for what we are. For me it is something that is quite serious and we must know how to take care of it.

     The thing that people always told me was 'You are too obsessive in cleaning'. Honestly yes I admit that I love to clean. I don't know why but I can clean my house over and over again. I can't stand to see even a little bit dust. I just can't. Me myself can describe it why? I'm just love to clean that's it maybe I am an organized person. Maybe.

     Or I'm suffering from an Obsessive cleaning disorder which is one of several sub-categories of obsessive-compulsive disorder where the patient has an obsessive compulsion to clean or wash the house or specific objects. Obsessive cleaning disorder is one of the symptoms of the main disorder. Sufferers will compulsively spend every waking moment of their day cleaning. Very often the person is obsessed with a fear of contamination from germs and bacteria so they scrub surfaces and objects with cleaning agents over and over again. But instead of finding relief from undertaking their cleaning rituals, the anxiety soon returns and the cleaning ritual becomes even more complicated and time-consuming.

     COD? ."Really? Me myself not sure if I'm suffering from this but I try to search the symptom and this is one thing that I find quite happen to me :

Overzealous cleaning
People with OCD who fall into the "washers" category also tend to clean compulsively. As with hand-washing, housecleaning is often a way of easing germaphobia or feelings of impurity. Although cleaning can help chase these obsessive thoughts away, the relief does not last, and the urge to clean is often even stronger the next time.
When to seek help: If you spend hours a day cleaning, it's almost certainly related to OCD, but it's harder to know if cleaning for an hour a day could be a sign of OCD.

 "It's really the consequence of stopping," said Dr. Michael Jenike, a psychiatrist at Massachusetts General Hospital, in Boston. "If you don't [clean], you get terribly anxious and fearful. Absolutely yes!!!

     Whatever it is, this is the thing that 'I Got A Lot'. I'm too obsessive in cleaning. LOL. It's not a big deal for me actually because I enjoy to clean and I'll feel empty if  I'm not clean in a day. Overall I love cleaning' ^ ^

MAKING JUDGEMENT

Hello everyone^^.....

It's been a while since I had post my last entry. So for this time I would like to share something interesting with all of you. I bet it is something rare and it will make you curious right? I hope so...*shy

 

     Okay, first of all I'll start with a popular idioms, 'don't judge the book by its cover'. I bet all of you already know what its mean. It is related to what I will share which is 'making judgement'. I'm pretty sure that all of us always make a judgement, and perhaps everyday we will judge something right? 

     So for this entry I prefer to share a story related to my life when I met someone, a ''weird' person but now ended up become my best friend. My very best friend I bet. Lol. For the first time I met him, I was wondering why he was such a 'poyo' guy with a rare personality, so here I am making a judgement. My first impression towards him is he someone that I can't be friend with, yes for sure with that kind of 'playboy' face, chinese look, with his annoying behaviour, arghhhh I can't stand on how his behave. 

One thing that I can remember up until now, I was a new student in the class so I'm not too close with other members of the class so I always kept myself shut. I'm still a little bit shy at that moment, he always do something that will make me angry. One 'fine' day, I was studying peacefully when he suddenly approach and grab my pencil case and quickly run far away from our class. At that moment, I was blurred and do not know how to react but he kept annoyed me until I decided to chase after him. How shameless I am at that moment to run after someone like him, such an annoying person. But after flashback what had happened, I can't stop laughing. 

But everything change when one day, he 'saved' me from those mischievious boy that try to bully me. Not so bully but kept teasing me. From that point, I have change my perception towards him. He's not bad that bad. I have seen a bright side of him day by day that's make me try to be friend with him and up until now he is only the boy that is so close with me. In other words, my best friend, with nickname Maya a.k.a Rain Golden Sand. He is not so 'Rain' or 'Jung Ji Hoon' but people kept telling him that unbelievable fact. *annoying 

 

     I am feeling so great to have a friend like him, and once again I'm making a judgement. So that's how we handle a judgement and most importantly do not jump into conclusion before making any judgement. Do know something meticulously before making any decision in our life.

     I think that's all that I can share for this entry. I hope you guys enjoy my 'interesting' story and will learn how to make a correct judgement in order to have a blissful life ever after. May God Bless all of us. 

Bye guys. Lots of love, AFD...